I never wanted to say it.
I never thought I’d have to say it.
… but here I am saying it.
Going from living alone and being in prep to living with my parents with cookies, chips and well, a lot of junk just laying around?
… Not as easy as i thought it was going to be.
I was doing really well last week… Macros done, plan made, and then…. temptation.
I’ve been having tons of veggies, and eating really well all day… then 8pm rolls around.
It’s so stupid, workouts are amazing, cardio is amazing… why am I allowing myself to get so off track?
I know it hasn’t been long since my show, but I DO need to get rid of the extras and get on a plan. Yes, I’m bulking, but no, that doesn’t mean I feel the urge to gain 20 lbs of fat either.
So here I am, saying it…. admitting it… declaring it.
I’m struggling and it stops here and now.
Monday-Saturday I’m going to eat my planned macros, avoid the junk and get in all my workouts.
Saturday morning I will finally step on the scale. For the first time since my show. It’s time to face the music.
Saturday night I’m going out for dinner and a night out with the girls. I will have my cheat meal, I will enjoy myself and then get right back to it Sunday morning.
That’s it, that’s all.
Here goes nothing.