I hate rest days. I really do.
You’d think they’d be awesome, sleeping in, relaxing, recovering… all that blah blah blah.
But it’s the total opposite.
I slept in until 7 today. I took my sweet ass time getting ready and of course rushed out the door thinking I was going to be late. Yet I still found myself pulling into the mall parking lot and running into JavaMoose.
The negative attitude of some people I work with is really starting to wear me thin. Yes, I can ignore it… to a certain point…. but sometimes it’s just over the top and I’m struggling with tuning it out. Sure this is not the best job in the world and no, I have no intentions of being there long term but you know what, if you don’t like it, if it’s such a horrible job, if you hate it that much, there’s the door. Use it.
Unfortunately as I sat in the car at 5 eating my dinner I was holding back tears. I was so frustrated and upset over the stupidest things and I was mad at myself more than anything for letting it get to me. I wish I could have gone to the gym, even just to do posing practice or cardio or anything to make myself feel better.
Without my morning workouts I feel like my routine is off and I’m not a fan. I’m looking forward to getting to bed early tonight and heading off to the gym in the morning. Sadly I’m even looking forward to cardio post back/ab workout just to get my frustrations out.
On the bright side I DID get a perfect score on my test that I had yesterday. There are two more and apparently only one person has ever gotten 100% on all three in the province. My goal is now to be the second. How hard can it be? Gives me something to work towards while I’m there anyway!
So yes… I’m cranky tonight. Rest days during the week just drain me for some reason. Obviously it’s something I need to learn to deal with, but it takes time I guess.
Tomorrow will be a better day. And Friday is well… Friday AND pay day (a much needed pay day at that) so it’s all downhill from here!
How do you feel about rest days?